World Around White Admiral
Friday, December 20, 2024
Rekindling Old Friendships Through Work
Thursday, December 19, 2024
A long, draining day
Hi,
I just got back home. It's 9.00 pm while I'm writing this. I am now sitting down with the kids while waiting for their bedtime. Drained and sleepy.
Today was somewhat a gruelling day for me. I started my morning rush at 5 AM, only to encounter a major traffic delay due to an accident. It took me nearly two hours to reach USM, just in time for a departmental board meeting. I managed to join the meeting while simultaneously finalizing a viva report. 😁
At 2:30 PM, I was involved in a PhD viva session as an internal examiner. Before the session began, the Chairman jokingly said that he thought it would finish before 7:30 PM. It seems he wasn't joking! 😂 The session concluded at 7 PM, after a solid 4 hours and 30 minutes.
As soon as the session ended, I hurried home, drenched and exhausted, after navigating through another chaotic traffic and heavy rain. Arriving at 8:30 PM, I quickly grabbed a bite to eat. Now, as I rest, I'm reflecting on the incredibly long and challenging day I've had.
I have yet to make preparations for my role as an external examiner for tomorrow's viva session. Yes, panelling two viva sessions for two days in a row is no joke. 😵💫
But I figured I needed a breather to clear my head before diving back in. So, I decided to take a break to rest and recharge while reflecting at these simple moments, these quiet nights, that make life feel truly worthwhile.
Keep being strong dear self.
You can do it. 💪
Monday, December 16, 2024
What I have been busying myself with?
Hi there, I'm back. :)
I've been struggling to adjust to a sudden change recently. :( A very tough one. To cope, I've found that maintaining a very structured and busy schedule helps me. It helps, even if only slightly. And I hope to be better each day.
My days are now incredibly full. I squeeze in as many things as possible, especially meetings with my students. I'm closely monitoring their research and hoping for their timely graduation. I am currently supervising nine PhD students in diverse areas as their primary supervisor, along with five undergraduate projects. Reading their work has taken a considerable toll on my daily schedule. It's no wonder my life has become quite hectic. But I am embracing it.
Among all of my academic responsibilities, supervision remains my most fulfilling role. Having studied abroad independently, I deeply understand the unique challenges and anxieties students face. I consistently strive to empathize with their perspectives and motivations, always treating them with respect to foster a mutually respectful and productive working relationship.
But at the same time, I also encourage them to take ownership of their research and make independent decisions. For their growth, I will push them to step outside their comfort zones and tackle challenging research questions.
I would like to introduce some of my current students whom I meet regularly. Many others are based in their home countries, so our interactions primarily occur through virtual platforms like Webex.
Hmm, I'm now feeling the need for some new experiences and a change of pace. After years of complacency, it's time to identify and improve my aptitudes. Wish me luck!
Sunday, December 8, 2024
Music and Mathematics
Hello,
Happy December! It's the last month of the year, and for most people, it's holiday time! And whenever December comes, I always imagine myself to be somewhere in the Northern Hemisphere for winter solstice. Perfect for a romantic getaway, isn't it? :)
But sadly no, I'm currently living in the realm of being a dedicated mother and a passionate educator. Juggling the demands of motherhood with my academic responsibilities, I need to be that multi-tasking marvel. 🦸♀️ High five fellow mothers who's reading this. We're all in this together, and we're going to rock it! 💪
Anyway, just a short sharing today. Some people find that listening to music while doing math can be helpful, I am included. During my high school years, a small red radio was my constant companion. When I started boarding school, my father generously gifted me a Walkman player. And throughout my university years, I always curated various playlists on my YouTube account to accompany me through different phases of my studies. That's how much I rely on good music while studying.
Until now, I’ve always found it helpful to listen to music while doing math and to seek out calming background noise that blocks out distractions. The first time I encountered the idea that music could enhance my mathematical solving abilities, I was intrigued.
Music and mathematics are two seemingly disparate worlds. How do they intersect? Curious me would wonder, imagining music as a secret elixir that could transform my math skills from average to outstanding. 😁
And from there, I am now interested to look for the answer of the following questions:
- Does music truly have the power to improve math performance?
- If so, what specific brain regions are responsible for this connection?
- And how does music stimulate the brain to foster mathematical thinking?
Okay that's it for now. I might come back to share more about the answers to the above questions later. When? One day when all my questions are answered. Anyway, here's a newly found magic potion that has been on repeat for days. Thought of keeping it here for memories. Enjoy! 😊
Saturday, November 30, 2024
Blessed at 39
Hi!
Today marks the final day of November and my birthday month will officially be over.
At 39 years old, I discover so many things about myself that I never thought I would in the past. Life has taught me so well I begin to realize certain things are destined to happen not the way we planned. No matter how careful we have planned our steps, sometimes life has a different plan. Right?
Anyway, November 2024 has been great. I love and cherish every single bit of it. I need to make sure that I am all ready to manage my emotions well, make sensible decisions, resolve conflicts and stress and adapt to change, which helps me grow and learn.
I will continue to enjoy my thirties before the big 4-0 says hello next year.
Happy birth month dear self! 😊
Bye!
Monday, November 25, 2024
Manifesting What You Really Want in Your Life
Assalamualaikum,
It feels nice to be here again :)
Looks like the momentum is still going strong, hence, another post after the long pause. I am so proud of myself. :)
So hari ni, my main intention is to share an inspirational story based on my own experience. Many of us would think that to share your personal tale, you need to live extraordinary lifestyle, or at least you need to be famous. But to me, if your story can make a difference to at least one person who's reading it, that could be an important inspiration someone might need at his/her inauspicious time. They could be your friends, your own family members or if you are lucky, many others.
I am going to start by sharing a very simple life story today and show you how manifesting something that you really really want will turn thoughts into reality. Before that, let me introduce myself just in case if you don't know me yet. Maklumlah kan, dah 7 tahun hilang dari radar.😄 I am Amirah, a mathematics lecturer at a public university in Penang, Malaysia, the well renowned Universiti Sains Malaysia. Perkataan lecturer and Universiti Sains Malaysia I sengaja bold kan ada sebab dia. Wait for it. hehe.
Part 1: Lecturer
When I was in primary school, I always wanted to become a lecturer WALAUPUN I didn't have the slightest idea yang kerja jadi pensyarah tu sebenarnya dia buat apa. The only thing that I knew, it sounds so cool sebab boleh kerja dalam universiti dekat tempat orang yang dah besar. So, tiap-tiap kali tulis buku biodata masa kecik-kecik dulu, mesti dengan yakinnya I akan letak cita-cita sebagai lecturer/pensyarah. I letak bukti dekat sini walaupun terpaksa cover parts lain sebab rasa nak lempang diri sendiri. hahahaha.
So, that time, everyone close to me knew very well about me wanting to be a Pensyarah. My parents, siblings, teachers, friends, semua lah. Cuma masa tu, I couldn't really tell more details like where would my work place be, when I am going to start becoming a lecturer, and what subjects I am going to be interested in. Everything was still very vague that time. Come on, you were only 12 years old, Amirah. Give yourself time.
Then moving on to the next chapter of my life, I went to a lower secondary school near my house, somewhere in Butterworth, with the same ambition, still to become a pensyarah. There, I became one of the top students in Maths subject, competing over a bunch of highly intelligent Chinese guys and managed to put myself as part of the Maths enthusiasts team. It was there and then that I realized on my passion over numbers and solving Maths problems was really my thing.
Part 2: Universiti Sains Malaysia
Subsequently, in Year 2000 when I was 15 years old, I attended a motivation camp by Dr. Shukri Abdullah (anyway, he is my parents' good friend 😁) dekat Dewan Tuanku Syed Putra (DTSP), Universiti Sains Malaysia (USM) as a preparation for Peperiksaan Menengah Rendah (PMR). I even had pictures of me and my best friends taken at the beautiful and shady area nearby the hall and also the iconic red stairs beside DTSP.
In the old pictures I shared above, it was actually not my first time visiting USM. Walaupun dah pernah masuk beberapa kali dah sebelum-sebelum tu, tapi tak pernah rasa apa-apa pun, apatah lagi terfikir untuk kerja dekat USM. But my visit in Year 2000 was the beginning of everything. I instantly fell in love with USM and started to manifest it as my future work place without knowing anything what this place has to offer. Yes, at 15yo, I knew exactly where I am going to spend almost half of my life already. Isn't that ironic?😊
From then on, I visualized it very clearly in my mind that one day I will become a mathematics lecturer at Universiti Sains Malaysia. And I worked really hard to achieve the thing I wanted so much. I can tell very confidently now that, manifesting for a thing that you really longed for is not as easy as wishing that thing to happen smooth sailing. It's more about setting your goals very clearly and align with your actions towards achieving it. Not easy, but the journey is going to be beautiful. Trust me. 😊
So, if you have a certain thing that you really want it to happen in your life, put it in your highest dream, manifest it, and work towards it. Who knows, by strongly believing it, one day you can achieve your desired dream. All the best!
Sunday, November 24, 2024
Back after a long hiatus
Hi,
And hi again. :)
It has been a while right? A really really long while since I last wrote something here. No doubt, I missed writing.
A few days ago, I came back to check on my older posts, and I was like, mann, I don't even remember some of the things I shared here especially all my experiences during UOW days. I laughed hard upon reading something very ridiculous or embarassing, and I did shed some tears when I read anything that triggered my emotions. 😢Then I realize that even though the moments may have ended, the memories commemorated here still remain and are not bound by time. They certainly become a precious treasure.
At that point in time, I feel like there's this sudden urge of 'let's do something' and improving my life through what I'm genuinely passionate about. I have so many things in mind already. I am planning to write more on anything that will inspire people based on my own experiences and perhaps talents.
As a start, let me tell you something. I am now writing while waiting for my KTM ride. Long story short, I'm having a time-off from a set of hectic schedule, and I decided to wind myself down by doing something that I've been wanting to do for a very long time. Ha, apa tu? Train ride to nowhere. Yes, nowhere. 😂 Bunyi tak berapa menarik kan? Kalau shopping best la jugak. Haha. Yang tu lain kali pun boleh. But in train ride, you can take on the scenery, listen to your favourite music and paling best, observing people. I finally get the chance to do it today. So, so happy! 😁
To do this (especially if you are a female and alone), first, you need to be confident. Yes, ni yang paling penting sebab you need to handle many ad-hoc situations with grace and maturity. Then, you need to know where to go and what to do. Therefore, planning ahead would really help. If you have company tak apa, random outing without proper planning is usually the best one. But I am telling you about going out alone now, so please plan properly like checking on the train schedule, identifying the line that you are heading to, confirming correct platforms, ticketings and macam-macam lagi lah. Jangan la nampak macam taktau apa sangat, tu bahaya.
Then finally, the most important one is don't talk to strangers. Tak payah ramah sangat nak sembang dengan orang sebelah pun tak apa. You can do that next time when you are not alone. Kali ni, just focus on yourself, minimize interactions, and just enjoy the things that you really want to do, alone. There are many more sebenarnya. Tapi yang kat atas ni yang paling penting. If you can at least do all the above, you are likely ready to travel and conquer the world. 🦸♀️
Okay, I think that's too much already for a quick hi and ice breaking after a long long hiatus. I really want to write longer, but let's keep that for next time. Bye!
Friday, December 29, 2017
Goodbye 2017. Assalamualaikum 2018.
Ustajah Auni. Dalam usaha untuk train dia pakai tudung untuk pi umrah nanti. Tu muka penuh akaii dalam kepala. Samaaaa macam iklan dalam TV tu. |
Monday, August 28, 2017
Loves of my life
Latest picture of Auni Awfieyah taken this morning on the way to her school. Panggil la seribu kali pun dia takkan pandang camera. Eii geram rasa nak kunyah. |
Buah hati pengarang jantung. |
Friday, August 25, 2017
Perth 2017 :: Auni's first overseas trip
Auni in her bassinet. Walaupun kaki terjulur tapi cukup selesa. Cuma masa turbulence memang kena angkat pakaikan seatbelt. |
Bila sampai je airport Perth, I was like, mannn, I really miss this country! Mana tak nya, dekat 5 tahun kot I duduk Aussie, bila ada peluang datang balik I rasa macam happy gila. Sebijik rasa macam keluar dari arrival door dekat airport Sydney. Dengan angin malam yang sejuk and nyaman, weather in Perth was very perfect, just like what I secretly hoped for. It was very sunny, and very windy as well. Sejuk angin winter tapi lawan dengan matahari yang terik, memang best sangat!
Beg roda takmo kalah. Habis dia pusing semua airport dengan beg roda dia tu. |
It was 3am when we got there. Tapi budak ni dok cergas lagi sebab puas tido dalam flight. |
Auni takut sikit dengan kangaroo semua ni. Ye la, first time kot tengok binatang dekat-dekat camni. |
She enjoyed doing all the walking. Pantang bagi peluang, nak berlari je keja dia. |
Inside one of their shows. Informative and entertaining! |
With wombat yang kerja dia makan dengan poo poo. |
With koala. Ohh, my brother in-law and his wife pun join trip ni jugak. |
Very nice weather that day. We totally love it! |
This is how the park looks like. Very simple, shady, and all animals are very close to us. |
Sunny and windy. What a perfect combination! |
Auni with her shades on. I love you baby girl! |
May Allah bless our little family with more love and happiness |
Too cute not to share here. :p Yes people, ni la my husband yang konon gengster tu. He can also be a clown at times! But I love you nevertheless sayang! |
A road trip in another country is not complete kalau takde sesi makan bekal. Ketupat, sambal daging & sambal garing Ciknor jadi makanan paling sedap dalam dunia. |
With my other half. Overlooking the Indian Ocean. I want to travel the world with him. Even if we need to use a tongkat each. :p |
I couldn't ask for more. They are the love of my life. |
The Perth CBD at our back |
Windy and sunny. I don't expect Perth to be that cold! Ingatkan panas macam Malaysia. Sekali booleh tahan gigil jugak la. But I totally love it! Rindu gila kot nak sejuk-sejuk macam ni. |
City view from King's Park |
Near the blue boat house. Tak pegi situ sebab malas nak menapak dengan bawak budak kecik ni. |
Ummi bagi chance Auni jadi favourite girlfriend Babah sekarang ni. |
King's Park Botanical Garden. |
Another city view from the King's Park |
Mamai baru bangun tido. We wish to have longer time here. |
Tenang gila dok sini. Simple playground, sebelah tu ada padang. Tak payah fancy-fancy pun. |
Watching football. Berani budak ni nak lari masuk dalam padang join abang-abang tu main. |
It was very cold that night, but you seemed to enjoy it. Nanti ada rezeki kita jalan-jalan Aussie lagi okay? |