Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Here without you

Dear diary,


It is 6 o'clock in the morning and I still find myself wide awake. Hati rasa tak berapa tenang bagaikan ada sesuatu yang mencuit perasaan.


I went out with friends last night when suddenly something triggered my feelings. I tried very hard not to care, but still, I had tears rolled down my cheeks. 


Rasa macam semua serba tak kena. I grabbed a few things to buy dengan harapan boleh menghiburkan hati, somehow it didn't work very well to ease that uncontrollable feelings.


I know mental control is the best solution so far. Although the other emotion may still linger, it will fade and eventually I won't feel it that much. Hopefully.


Otw balik tu, kitorang singgah McD and I had Strawberry Hotcakes with a cup of chocolate for supper. Real strawberry sauce and a dollop of fresh yogurt make it so irresistable that I hardly can refuse.


Fake smile. hehehe.


Sambil makan tu jugak kebetulan they had this song playing on the air. Here Without You by 3 Doors Down. Fyi, this is one of my all time favourite song yang I akan dengar almost everyday kat office. Tapi I suka version yang Boyce Avenue cover. 


Favourite. Sangat-sangat. 


2 comments:

Wawa Tasliman said...

favo songs jugak.. version 3 doors down.. version Boyse tak pernah dengar lagi..

amirah said...

Wawa:

Lagu ni dah lama tapi still sedap kat telinga kan.. original version mmg best tp sekali sekala layan org lain nyanyi pun menarik gak..:)