She is White Admiral

Dear diary,

I have no idea why but the feeling is just so not right. Everything seems to be so complicated. I never felt this way before. The state where I am not really there.

I think I understand most of the things that are happening, but maybe I am worried about everything that can't make any sense of all.

I want to be like that beautiful butterfly, fly freely in the sky, spread the rainbow color wings, shine among the trees, and just be happy.

White Admiral
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