I just want more hellos than goodbyes in my life

Assalamualaikum,

Hai everybody! 

I'm down with a really bad emotion tonight. Urghh, I hate goodbyes. 

Sending people off to the departure hall is kinda big torture for me as I find it really hard to fight back my tears. 

I ALWAYS try not to cry but I fail all the time. 

It's not that I am weak, I was just a little bit fragile, you see.

I really don't like the feeling when I had to say goodbye especially to some great people that I have known over these last few years. 

It was such a great blessing to get to know them. 

I'm not quite sure when I'm going to see them again but,

I'm positive that we will keep in touch. 

Hmm, I guess it wasn't suppose to be a "Goodbye" after all. 

"I'll see you later" sounds more appropriate.

p/s: I talked to my mum earlier today, telling her that I'm sad to see everyone leave, one after another. Ohh, tiap-tiap kali lepas hantaq orang memang I akan mengadu dengan mak pasai how sunyi Wollongong is. hehe. Lepas tu mak tanya, "Nanti Mirah balik sapa hantaq?". Err, I said "Pakcik limo, maybe?". haha. Being the last person to go is so not cool heh? :p